Abigail's Ice Cream: Author's Comments
“Ack!”
I yelp, half laughing, looking down. There’s a drip on the
inner
curve of my left breast. I’m not wearing a bra and this dress
has
rather a deep Plot: Non-supernatural.
Abigail is a maker of gourmet ice ream, which she sells at
summer
festivals and fairs. She meets a couple of young paramedics who take a
shine to her, and when she brings them ice cream at the end of the day
they are more than willing to taste her wares...Sexual Themes: m/f/m threesome Notes: I've
no clue where this one came from. Oh, I do go to summer fairs
most
years: it's one of the few places you can take dogs for a day
out, and so I've bought plenty of gourmet overpriced food in my time.
So it seemed a natural setting for a nostalgic story. Why Abigail?
No idea - It just sounded right. And why ice cream? Well, I
made
a batch of basil ice cream for a friend's party last year, which was
very strange and very yummy, so that sort of fitted. And ice
cream is of course sensual and dribbly and suggestive. Also ephemeral
and luxurious - just like sex :-) But I don't remember any
creative process for this story: I just sat down and there it was.The basil ice cream recipe! I was actually quite surprised this one made it into Best Women's Erotica 2011. First of all, it's very very British, and I wasn't at all sure it would translate across the Atlantic to where Cleis Press and Violet Blue (the editor) are based: I do a lot of shows in the summer months. Agricultural shows (green wellington boots, horsey women and hard-mouthed farmers); game fairs (guns and spaniels and camouflage trousers); craft exhibitions (well-off suburbanites). The one thing they all have in common is food. The punters want to eat. They want to try something different, a little luxury: spit-roasted pig and hot waffles and venison burgers ... and Abigail’s ice cream. Even at the Strawberry Fair in Cambridge, which is the tattooed alternative crowd and beer in plastic glasses and loud live music. (Alas, the Strawberry Fair in Cambridge has been closed down by the police recently. But I remember it fondly for henna tattoos and cowboy hats and the Norwich Anarchists.) There are lots of little details that give the Britishness away and made me nervous. Roundheads vs Cavaliers ... St John Ambulance ... Sloe gin... Oh: the paramedics call Abigail "love" from the moment they meet her. I don't know how that looks to an American reader, but that's not a come-on or (necessarily) a term of endearment in the UK. It denotes only the social class of the speaker ... and possibly gives a clue to which part of the country he comes from. (If he comes from the north-west he might say "duck" instead, from the north-east it could be "pet" or "hinny," but if he comes from certain parts of the south-west he might say "m'lover" - !) Most British of all is the niggling class tensions in the story. Abigail is a forty-something (upper-)middle-class woman with a grown daughter and artsy hippyish tendencies. The paramedics are much younger than her and soundly working-class. She admires them for their confidence and practicality and ballsiness: she also finds them intimidating and assumes they sneer at her. She's very conscious of her aging body and finds it hard to believe that they desire her (but Oh she wants to believe!). So basically this is a sweet positive story about connections being made across social divides, about a woman finding her sexuality validated once more, about risk-taking that pays off, about loneliness and healing. The second reason I'm surprised it made it, is that Violet sent me an agonised e-mail saying that she'd had half-a-dozen good ice-cream themed stories submitted this year, and she might have to reject mine just to get some variety into the anthology. (Hey, these things happen: writers' telepathy.) There wasn't anything I could do about it, so I shrugged and said I was sorry. Next thing I knew, the acceptance letter turned up! Yay! Oh - talking of the wonderful Violet Blue, this is what she says about me in her introduction to the story: "Closing the curtain is a legendary name I swooned over in my first forays into erotica: Janine Ashbless showed me that erotica can be literature, and in "Abigail's Ice Cream" we get another helping of the sublime, slippery dessert we started out with. As you sink into the world of a gourmet ice-cream maker, you'll also get a taste of the possibilities presented to a single woman running her own business - dishing up treats at a festival alongside hunky paramedics who tease and play with both sweets and the sweet life." -Which is about as good a reference as you can ask for! |
